26 December, 2002

time to go home and attempt sleep....tomorrow I start trying to figure out where to put all this stuff and decide how long I'm gonna leave the tree up....

25 December, 2002

Saw 8 Mile the other nite with some friends of mine.... I found it incredibly inspirational! By the time the show was over I felt like I had enuf energy to write the great American novel....
Had a very busy, very comfy, very family Yule with waayyy too much damn fabulous food, leaving us all miserable and with lotsa great new toys!!
need to work on my website....been going thru alotta my stuff lately....
MERRY CHRISTMAS! BLESSED YULE! HAPPY KWANZAA! HAPPY HANNUKAH!

19 December, 2002

I found this poem at Womanlinks- they've got a great newsletter!

Tide
~~ by karli

I awoke in a pool of moonlight,
aching from its pull;
arousing the tide within to a deep, ripe, fullness.

I rose with each wave,
whispering your name,
willing you to hear.

Pulsing, exploding,
drenched in moonbeams,
I lay content,
wishing you the sweetest of dreams.

15 December, 2002

Y'know.... it'd be really nice to find a chatroom where some-damn-body is actually chatting!!!
Why is it that someone for whom I have no feelings and .... fuck I dunno what I'm talking about... my emoticons are all outta wack!
Funny how no matta how irritated I get coz nothings working right and I can't find shit worth looking at and whatever I still surf and surf the web.....why is that?

14 December, 2002


Thursday - April 11, 2002
Dear Mr. Dvorak

I can’t Blog a lie

I’m not that naive

I’m just out to write

The Geeky part of me

I’m more than a blurb

I’m more than a link

I’m more than some pretty face upon the screen

It’s not easy to be Geek

Wish that I could type

All my memories

Find a way to write

About a world you’ll never see

It may sound absurd

But don’t you believe

Even Bloggers have the right to speak?

They may be unheard

Or site of the week

Even Bloggers have the right to dream

It’s not easy to be Geek

Up ahead a man he comes for me

But it’s alright

You can all surf safe tonight

I’m not leaving

Or anything

I can’t Blog a lie

I’m not that naive

Men, women should write

With words that fit their needs

I’m only a man

A silly web Geek

Digging for dynamite in my memories

Only a man

A funny web Geek

Looking to expose things inside of me

Inside of me

Inside of me

Inside of me

Inside of me

I’m only a man

A funny web Geek

I’m only a man

With my freedom of speech

I’m only a man

A funny web Geek

It’s not easy

It’s not easy to be Geek
oK, this is too funny! I found this site where you fill in the blanks and it spits out your "Letter to Santa."

Dear Santa,

I have been a good girl.

It really wasn't my fault what happened at Chaz's Christmas party. It was Julie who spiked the punch with too much rum. I can't help it if I drank 312 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like lavender.

I thought it was funny when I put Sarah's shirt on my head and danced the lambada on the chair while singing `O Tannenbaum'. I didn't mean to break Chaz's cell phone and don't know why Chaz would sue me for theft.

I don't remember calling Clayton's wife a bright cow---even though she looked like one with red eye shadow and pink lipstick!

And when I threw up on Dawn's husband's arm, it was only because I ate too much of that chili.

After all that fun, I admit I was a little tired. So I fell asleep on my way home and drove my porsche through my neighbor's tudor. I don't think that was any reason for my neighbor to call me a lovely chicken and have me arrested for DWI!

So, Santa...here I sit in my jail cell on Christmas Eve, all cheerful and happy. And I'm really not to blame for any of this dark stuff. Please bring me what I want the most---bail money!

Sincerely and running yours,
Tabitha (Really a nice girl!)

P.S. It's only 435 bucks!



I WROTE THIS FOR MY BEST GAL PAL FOR HER BIRTHDAY >>> WHAT DO YOU THINK?
~*To Lark Moonfire*~
on the Occasion of Her 40th Birthday
I see thee oh woman of mystery … hiding sometimes as the moon will peek from behind the night clouds, playful, full of mischief ever watchful over her own.
I see thee nurturing mother with gentle hands and a ready smile… like a playful cat or proud lioness with her cubs, protective and loving.
I see thee oh woman of magick … intense in thought and creativity… treading where mere mortals dare not walk…by midnight Samhain full moon rites or dancing spells of fun in flight.
I see thee oh woman of friendship…offering loyalty and kinship … taking time from schedules so busy to comfort and listen to the ramblings of one you deem worthy.
I see thee oh child of the heavens… in celestial repose thinking thoughts unheard of … by those lesser beings not of light and shadow balanced.
I see thee oh woman of solitude…pensive and aloof like the Moonbeam Samhain Halloween cat, inward turning, precluding that soul searching journey only you may walk.
I see thee oh woman of bitchiness…biting swiftly when in the mood…patience gone at the intolerant attitude of another.
I see thee oh woman of playfulness… faery laughter mingling with wicked giggles of witchyness and delightful happiness of mirth at some joke or foible only you can see and few others share.
I see thee oh woman of freedom…yearning to fly with wings spread, head held high, no chains of mortal men to encumber thee…
I see thee.

Bonnie RavenStar © 2002
Santa Claus is Pagan Too
©1998 Larry Morris (Emerald Rose)

Oh, Santa Claus is Pagan too, just like all the rest
And if you are a merry witch he'll bring you all the best
So get that star up on the roof, and bake those cookies, too
For Christmas-time is really Yule, and Santa's Pagan too!

He's got that Buddha belly and his top's the Holly King
You dressed him in that British coat, the cap's a Nordic thing
You took the horns right off his head and stuck them on his deer
But he still flies high like Jupiter with a belly-full of beer!

Oh, Santa Claus is Pagan too, just like all the rest
And if you are a merry witch he'll bring you all the best
So get that star up on the roof, and bake those cookies, too
For Christmas-time is really Yule, and Santa's Pagan too!

Now history says Christ was likely not a Capricorn
But if you want to share the Yule, we don't care when he's born
Come join the celebration of the Sun King's bright rebirth
And if you practice what you preach, we'll all have peace on Earth!

Oh, Santa Claus is Pagan too, just like all the rest
And if you are a merry witch he'll bring you all the best
So get that star up on the roof, and bake those cookies, too
For Christmas-time is really Yule, and Santa's Pagan too!

Now Santa's way more jolly than most Christians might require
And if he weren't so busy he'd be dancing 'round the fire
Yeah, you can call it Christmas 'cause you got us way out-gunned
But just you wait till Beltaine then we'll see who's having fun!

Oh, Santa Claus is Pagan too, just like all the rest
And if you are a merry witch he'll bring you all the best
So get that star up on the roof, and bake those cookies, too
For Christmas-time is really Yule, and Santa's Pagan too!
50 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME

1. My mother named me after an obscure character in the bible that Peter brought back to life. (I believe the story in in Acts.
2. My middle name is Lea- pronounced Lee.
3. I love costume jewelry.
4. I collect way too many things.
5. I like snowflakes, but I don't like snow.
6. I'm a internet addict.
7. My favourite food is spaghetti.
8. I love soft pretzels- but not with too much salt on them.
9. I'm writing a journal of "Things to be happy about."
10. I got the idea for this list from the SARK message board.
11. I dye my hair way too often.
12. I have blue eyes.
13. I hate people who have really bad grammar.
14. I like big words that sound really intelligent.
15. I'm a bibliophile.
16. When the clock says 11:11 or 3:33, etc. I make a wish.
17. I had 84 boyfriends.
18. I love blank books.
19. I just made my friends matching scarves like the ones the Gryffindor kids where in Harry Potter.
20. I work at McDonalds.
21. Hopeless romantic.
22. I have a really hard time coming up with interesting things about myself.
23. I love surveys and quizzes.
24. My favourite curse word is Fuck.
25. I still look up to my big sister- even tho she's shorter than me.
26. I dream of owning my own shoppe.
27. Christmas is my absolute favourite holiday.
28. I don't like live music.
29. I'm on a mission of self-discovery.
30. I believe spirituality- true, honest spirituality- can save a person's life, soul, sanity.
31. I don't remember my dreams when I wake up.
32. I have a mad crush on Darriell with an i...
33. I own more toys than most kids I know.
34. I love chicken.
35. The men who are interested in me are usually the involved ones.
36. I almost got married this year.
37. I collect voodoo dolls.
38. I'm a stalker- but not the scary kind.
39. I have to listen to music to fall asleep.
40. I'm afraid.
41. Taurus.
42. Dancing is the best exercise I can get myself to do.
43. My vision is always clearer after the fact.
44. I don't know if I believe in soulmates, but I do believe in soulbonds.
45. I'm in love with someone I will never get to be with in this life.
46. I don't believe I'll live past my late 40s.
47. I will never have children.
48. A home is not a home without pets.
49. I am (I think) winning the battle against co-dependence.
50. I will worry what other people think about these 50 things.

12 December, 2002

aLRIGHT, HELL WITH IT! i'M GOING THE FUCK HOME AND GOING TO BED....
Okay so I found this site where you send out an email message in a bottle and this was my message: The sky let forth with a moanful cry and mother Earth opened up to receive her children.
Signed,
T L Blankenship
rasvanlinda@yahoo.com

I am vaguely amused by the Hall of Washed -Up Celebs, but how dare he include Madonna!!!
HELL YEAH! There comes a time in every girls life when she asks that eternal question that starts, "I know I'm a feminist, but am I a militant feminist? Am I a no mercy, power seeking, man burning woman or just someone trying for equal treatment?" Here's where you find out! To be honest, it's probably not good to hate anyone, but if you're gonna pick a group, it might as well be men, am I right ladies? Hell yeah! Lemme hear an "AMEN!"


I'm getting there. I don't suck, but I've got a ways to go.


LOOK MA! i'M EVIL!!!

Okay, so it's a shitty night, and I'm bored totally fucking stoopid!!! I gotta work tomorrow at like 11:00 so I spose I should be sleeping, but DUH!! I'm not.....





06 December, 2002

Dig me, I'm a punk!
PUNK
How can I label you?

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Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?

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I'm a hopeless flirt.... oh DUH! Everybody here who's surprised? Nope, no hands!
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What Kind of FLIRT are you?

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Funny thing is...

the other day I was at the mall with my friend and I bought myself a "How to use the F word" T-shirt!

How fucking amusing!
ROCK ON!!! I'm all about THAT! That's my favourite fucking swear word any-damn-now!!
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What swear word are you?

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Technically, right now I don't have anyone "special" in my life...
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What Sign of Affection Are You?

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How amusing!
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Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?

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I'm a "schoolgirl"...isn't that a naughty bird....muahhhaaahahah!!!
Can you tell I'm into quizzes....
Am I annoying you yet....bet you tried all the fucking quizzes tho didn't u!?!??!

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I come from the ocean...not really surprised given my obsession with water and nature and mermaids...

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Where Did Your Soul Originate?

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So I took this little sexual fetish quiz on this little site.... can't honestly say I'm surprised at the results....

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What's YOUR sexual fetish?

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24 November, 2002

FAIRY TALE

Once upon a time there has a young GUTTER TRAMP named SIGFRIED. He was WHATEVER SINGING in the GLISTENING forest when he met BEAUTIFUL FRED, a run-away BITCH OFFICE MAVEN from the GLORIOUS Queen JAMIE.

SIGFRIED could see that BEAUTIFUL FRED was hungry so he reached into his JAR and give him his STRIPED POPCORN. BEAUTIFUL FRED was thankful for SIGFRIED's POPCORN, so he told SIGFRIED a very GLITTERY story about Queen JAMIE's daughter SONYA. How her mother, the GLORIOUS Queen JAMIE, kept her locked away in a SKYSCRAPER protected by a gigantic UNICORN, because SONYA was so JOYFUL.

SIGFRIED RAN. He vowed to BEAUTIFUL FRED the BITCH OFFICE MAVEN that he would save the JOYFUL SONYA. He would DANCES the UNICORN, and take SONYA far away from her eveil mother, the GLORIOUS Queen JAMIE, and BELIEVES her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a FUZZY THUNDERSTORM and BEAUTIFUL FRED the BITCH OFFICE MAVEN began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic UNICORN from his story. GLORIOUS Queen JAMIE SCREAMED out from behind a PAPER CLIP and struck SIGFRIED dead. In the far off SKYSCRAPER you could hear a GLUG.

THE END.

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I am 42% Tortured Artist

I have some artistic ability, but it is probably a hobby and doesn't drive my life into a dark abysmal hole were I am alone and against the world.

Take the Tortured Artist Test at fuali.com
I am 51% Emo

Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.

Take the Emo Test at fuali.com

10 November, 2002

Okay, well, so today (tonite) i found this site coz I was surfing around and all these sites kept saying "blog" and I had no friggin clue what that was. So I followed the link and signd up for this little number you see and lo and behold I still dunno what the hell it is!

I also started my own newletter becoz I'm opinionated enuf to think other ppl should listen to me. It's called Namaste Danitha, which is a really long story. You can also sign up to it if you're into that sort of thing!