The Afterlife, V1.0 by silentounce
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Your fate	Take waiting no. 74837328742842 and step in line at the Pearly Gates
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LOTR Boy Man-Slave by sullenrei
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Slave	Karl Urban
Slave Chore	Living Under Your Bed
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Fun for me.

Lotrboy Dating Service by dreaminaway
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Your Date	Viggo Mortensen
Date activity	Sailing
Future of relationship	Spent the night in jail.
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OH, a night in jail you say? Wanna play Bubba and the prison bitch, Viggy? How 'bout you be the bitch this time........

It's kind of funny... no one told me that when you begin teaching yourself self-esteem you lose your patience and tolerance for rude, wretched people. Since I've been putting myself first lately, for the first time in my life, I just haven't had any use for people who don't respect me or don't listen when I speak. I find myself questioning whether or not people are worth my time instead of tying myself in knots trying to figure out how to make them like me. I've always liked to say that I don't care what people think of me, but it wasn't really true till recently. I've spent most of my life so worried what others are thinking of my clothes, my hair, my looks... but lately I only concern myself with whether or not I like what I see in the mirror, and my judgement criteria isn't nearly as detrimental as it used to be. I don't know why I bothered to worry what others thought- I was almost always worse on myself than anyone else...

It's an amazing thing to see how people are looking at me differently than they used to. When people begin to notice the changes in me some of them don't seem to know how to react. I've been so afraid, since I started this whole self-discovery trip, that those around me, those close to me, might not like the real me.... There are some who seem to think I've become a fucking bitch lately, but they just don't realise that's who I am. Not a bitch, really. I just seem like a bitch now bcoz I've taken everything off everyone for so damn long and I refuse to keep on doing it. Apparently people don't take kindly to doormats who don't feel like being stepped on anymore. Who knew?

Personally I'm enjoying being able to stand up straight without worrying I'm too tall... and god knows holding my head high is an exhilerating feeling. It feels good to not hide in the shadows. It feels good to think I have the right to be happy. It feels good to expect other people to respect me and treat me like a person.

When I meet a guy I actually consider and pay attention to how he's acting towards me, how he treats me rather than "oh, i hope he likes me." I deserve to be loved. I deserve to be supported. And I won't waste any more of my time with men who talk down to me, belittle my feelings, overlook me. I have to stop myself from falling down over some asshole sometimes still, but I can keep myself from doing it. I never even bothered to consider what I was doing to myself or putting myself thru before.

These days I put myself first instead of making myself miserable as long as everyone else is happy. I never knew how offensive it is for someone who's tall, curvy and loud to walk around like she's somebody. People talk about me all the time and I've started to realise most of them do it out of jealousy at my being able to be myself or comtempt because I'm not thin and beautiful and I still have confidence. What was I thinking? LOL

Ah... how I do love quizzes.... I am a vastly unhealthy creature on sooo many levels.... heheheheheheeheeee

You are Jack Sparrow, a pirate who used to be the
captain of the dreaded Black Pearl. You love to
drink and often times the people around you
don't know if you are drunk or crazy.


Which Pirates Of The Caribbean character are you?
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You are Roux. You are a river pirate, a trader, a
carpenter, and a lover. You and your kind are
misunderstood and often disrespected wherever
you go, and this has made you hard to the barbs
of injustice. You appreciate music and
craftsmanship and are always ready to cut a
deal. You drift from place to place, but
perhaps, if you find the right person, you may
settle down somewhere and stay.


What Johnny Depp Movie Character Are You?
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you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


which happy bunny are you?
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Not exactly surprising to anyone who knows me. Most people describe me as "the strangest person they've ever met."

I am the Rake A woman never quite feels desired and appreciated enough. She wants attention, but a man is too often distracted and unresponsive. The Rake is a great female fantasy-figure - when he desires a woman, brief though that moment may be, he will go to the ends of the earth for her. He may be disloyal, dishonest and amoral, but that only adds to his appeal. Stir a woman's repressed longings by adapting the Rake's mix of danger and pleasure. Symbol: Fire. The Rake burns with a desire that enflames the woman he is seducing. It is extreme, uncontrollable and dangerous. The Rake may end in hell, but the flames surrounding him often make him seem that much more desirable to women.

What Type of Seducer are You?
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Your ideal husband is Orlando Bloom! I hereby
label you
adventurous, fun-loving, not afraid of a challenge,
and a girl
who'll fall for the man of the moment


Which LOTR Actor Is Your Ideal Husband?
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I'm not especially surprised about this one.... actually very pleased..... I knew Orlando was puurrrrfect for me....!!!

Enough
~~ by maebh718

And so I hit the ground running;
Traces of your kiss on my lips.
And I'm making semblance of order where there is none;
I smell you around me still.
And I'm making appointments, balancing checkbooks, waiting for the cage door to finally open;
Your voice pours from the phone like warm caramel.

Overwhelmed by the past,
Oblivious to what's next,
And still.........
Flashes of moments together,
Strung like faerie lights through the day,
Are enough.

OOHhh! I love Uncle Kracker! Thank you sosososo much for remaking "Drift Away"! I remember that song from when I was like 14 and I used to go to the roller skating rink every Friday night.. religiously. They had this repetoire of the same songs that they played ever time and that was one of my favourites. I'm so glad they did a good remake of it coz now it'll be all over the radio again! Yeah!

SO I'm sittin here at me friend's puter tryin to decide if I will go out or stay home...... See, I haven't been going out for like the last 3 wks. since I realized that I seem to go out just to wait to see if someone is going to notice me or talk to me or dance with me and I thought "this is completely retarded! Why do this to myself?!?!" and so I haven't been going. I mean I was usually hanging out with my girls anyway and then I'd leave to go out to the bar and then sit there depressed coz I was all alone.... what the hell is the sense in that?!??!!?!? SO now if I'm having a perfectly good time I just stay where I am and go on about the business of having my time! And here I sit... I really was looking forward to going out but now that I'm here with my friends I dunno if I'm gonna leave at all..... not like I'm really missing anything anyway I s'pose... Hanging out at the bar's not much fun when ur friends don't show up and you're not there to get fucked up...

so you want to be a writer?
Charles Bukowski


if it doesn't come bursting out of you
in spite of everything,
don't do it.
unless it comes unasked out of your
heart and your mind and your mouth
and your gut,
don't do it.
if you have to sit for hours
staring at your computer screen
or hunched over your
typewriter
searching for words,
don't do it.
if you're doing it for money or
fame,
don't do it.
if you're doing it because you want
women in your bed,
don't do it.
if you have to sit there and
rewrite it again and again,
don't do it.
if it's hard work just thinking about doing it,
don't do it.
if you're trying to write like somebody
else,
forget about it.


if you have to wait for it to roar out of
you,
then wait patiently.
if it never does roar out of you,
do something else.

if you first have to read it to your wife
or your girlfriend or your boyfriend
or your parents or to anybody at all,
you're not ready.

don't be like so many writers,
don't be like so many thousands of
people who call themselves writers,
don't be dull and boring and
pretentious, don't be consumed with self-
love.
the libraries of the world have
yawned themselves to
sleep
over your kind.
don't add to that.
don't do it.
unless it comes out of
your soul like a rocket,
unless being still would
drive you to madness or
suicide or murder,
don't do it.
unless the sun inside you is
burning your gut,
don't do it.

when it is truly time,
and if you have been chosen,
it will do it by
itself and it will keep on doing it
until you die or it dies in you.

there is no other way.

and there never was.

Goddess, I swear! Today was the lousiest day I've had in a while at work. None of my farking machines wanted to work and half the customers were grumpy, plus they sent me on break early and I missed some of my favourite "regulars".

Cute Flirt


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I'm not really that surprised... I'm a button!

Tinkerbell


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Okay, if you don't already know you probably haven't been paying very close attention, but I have a massive obsession with Orlando Bloom. I'm on a yahoogroup about him (actually, I'm on a couple) and I found this site on "Becoming Orlando Bloom" and it's the fucking funniest thing I've seen in days!

Fuckable:

1. Orlando Bloom
2. Tobey Maguire
3. Elijah Wood
4. Robert Redford
5. Alan Cumming
6. Matthew McConaughey
7. Heath Ledger
8. Justin Timberlake
9. Angelina Jolie
10. John Cusack
11. Nicole Kidman
12. Julia Stiles
13. Winona Ryder
14. Johnny Depp
15. Freddie Prinze Jr.
16. Josh Hartnett
17. Viggo Mortensen
18. Tom Welling
19. Michael Rosenbaum
20. Fairuza Balk
21. James Van Der Beek
22. Benjamin Bratt23. Julia Roberts
24. Sandra Bullock
25. Harry Connick Jr.
26. Seth Green
27. Vin Diesel
28. Paul Walker
29. Ja Rule
30. Hugh Jackman
31. Ashley Judd
32. Ewan McGregor
33. Christian Bale
34. Edward Norton
35. Edward Furlong
36. Stewart Townsend
37. Keanu Reeves
38. Colin Farrell
39. Scott Caan
40. Gabriel Macht
41. Owen Wilson
42. Luke Wilson
43. Shanynn Sossamon
44. Jennifer Lopez
45. Uma Thurman
46. Mekhi Pfifer
47. Cameron Diaz
48. Christian Slater
49. Cristina Ricci
50. Paul Bettany
51. James Purefoy
52. Alan Tudyk
53. Kevin Spacey